But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,
They could have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down
Hard.

saturday

Hey, are you awake
Yeah I'm right here
Well can I ask you about today

How close am I to losing you
How close am I to losing

Waking up to Regina Spektor is one of those things that puts your day in motion, to be quite possibly.. the best ever

alone , solitary or soley

Who am I

This is a place I don't feel alone, the place I call my home..

Realising the truth can be possibly one of the most painful things a person can endure, be it physical or emotional. Realising what someone is truly about- what they stand for who they really are, can turn your life upside down. The journey you were on can suddenly lose it's initial meaning or the person you thought you were.. can feel almost lost. But it is when we discover these things, sometimes these most unexpected things, this is when we must confront our fears and move on to escape falling into a mistaken identity. Today I took my fear and ran with it, perhaps it was for my own dignity or perhaps my own piece of mind. Whatever it was it felt good to know sometimes you have to walk out to that edge and jump off it. Not because you can say you did or but because it makes you unmistakable

cinnamon girl

Today I watched Bridge To Terabithia, one of the things that affects a person the most is losing someone they love, someone that made them who they are. This movie really touches on that in the most tragic way possible - and I think that it makes you realise you can't really take anything for granted because its when you do that things bite you in the back.

"Imperfection is beauty. Madness is genius. And it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. And when it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them." - Marilyn Monroe

Somedays aren't yours at all , they come and go as if there someone else's days

They come and leave you behind someone else's face

And its harsher than yours and colder than yours ...

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows. Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide. And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart... I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart.

happiness is only real when shared

Leave all your love and your loving behind you can't carry it with you if you want to survive

Sunday afternoons that aren't rushed but don't seem to take forever , when the week ahead seems alright because the weekend will bring something great and the week to follow will be filled with late mornings and cups of tea, being given a list of music that holds exactly what you were looking for even though you didn't know you were looking for anything at all, the colour white, looking out the window at at a winter afternoon, looking at your sister and thinking you new her but feeling excited as you realise there is just so much more to know, remembering last night while lying in a cocoon of blankets, being in the back seat of the car and cacking because everything just seems exactly right

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